Not As Imagined – Time to reExamine

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It has been some time since I posted. Why? It is because the original intent of this website as a creative tool for art and writing has fell due to my lack of motivation in those subjects.

Quick history of myself, i have been drawing since middle school because of my interest in Anime. I have taken art classes each year from middle school to high school to college. I have several sketch pads of my old art work and countless pieces of sketches on various mediums. I am confident to say that I am knowledgeable at an amateur  to intermediate level in a technical basis.

What keeps me from going all out and drawing all out? While reasons and excuses are numerous, a recent realization came to me. I find that I am most motivated to draw when i DON’T WANT to do main responsibilities… like… homework… or something.  It is almost as if it was a futile escapist exercise. Another recent reason is that I do technical drafting of plans for a living, so my creative juices can be a bit drained.  There is also my recent interest in streaming fighting games on my stream.. at twitch.tv/numakie (shameless plug. haha)… which puts me out in the open, which i guess is a good thing…

What does this leave this website then… well if i am to continue to work on this, i have to use this as a vehicle not just for my art and creative endeavors, but also my recent interest in streaming as well.  Through my streaming, I found that i can still be creative beyond just drawing cute girls by doing personal stream layouts. I can also talk more about my FG streaming adventures, tournament results via posts, and various more things.  I can also still put my art and writing in this website still, since this is my personal website after all.

This means i have to change my mission statement to something more encompasing. Currently it is “Site to Vent my Endavors in Art, Writing, and Gaming. Also Streaming”. It is not gonna work anymore. Streaming isn’t just an afterthought anymore, it is more a part of me right now. I also still have my creative endavors…. I’ll think about this a bit.

To end this off, so you know that I have been up to stuff lately, let me show you my recent layouts and progress art… just so you know I HAVE been up to stuff.

First, some of my recent stream layouts.

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Now here is a drawing of Cirno I am yet to finish.

Cirno Progress 2

Well that is it. While I think of something, look forward to a reexamination of this website.

Till then.

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