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After a fun time dealing with the pangs of artist blockery, I have found a means of smearing and arting on paper. Charcoal!!

As for my random thoughts, I previously mentioned that I wanted to make this into a art/gaming/movie blog.  After some thought, I find that it is a bit too much to be all three.  Therefore, it is best that this just becomes my art dump blog.

One particular thought I’d like to share, however… I have always learned how to draw since middle school and have stopped drawing semi seriously for a long time.  The reason?… something petty… burned away along with the pictures. In any case, I guess it has impacted my motivation.

At a late night dinner after a night of angry 3rd strike gaming @ Super Arcade, one particular comment about me made me think… something along the lines of it “being a shame that I have this artistic potential that I am not using”…. Maybe I am being a bit pessimistic toward my talent.  I sure as hell won’t improve if i do nothing, that’s for sure

Maybe the solution is to just draw every day, even if i have to force it out. Even if all I can do is shade random shapes on paper. Even when I get angry at myself.  I gotta put something down on paper and complete it.  And I should do more then sketch… That is why I bought the charcoal.  Maybe I’ll update this blog more as well.  Gives me a chance to unwind.  Hell, I shall make an effort to do just that.

Anyways, those are my thoughts.  Thank you and goodnight.

PS: Momoko for KoF13!!

It has indeed been a while since i have looked at my wordpress. I have been wondering what to do with this page forever but have never took the initiative to to something about. But now i have an idea.

I like playing fighting games. I especially like Melty Blood & am a Hisui appologist.  Hell, I got 7th place on Melty at Evo 2010 @ Las Vegas (http://youtu.be/9xhz1P6TfyM),  and 5th place at Final Round XV (http://youtu.be/urpy6D3EZfE) with Hisui, so I feel I have a decent backing to my name.  In addition, I have been recording videos on my You Tube channel of me playing Melty at FFA (http://www.youtube.com/user/Numakie), and I have been in the process of improving my equipment to stream… hopefully. Maybe I can expand on this more and do… iunno… Personal analysis and fighting game related stuff.

Also, alot of my life has been centered around Anime, for a good while, I have my share of figures, and watched my share of shows, played my share of anime games. I have also drawn for a long while, but took a long hiatus form drawing… mainly cuz it hasn’t been for myself….for my own sake, i feel i should start drawing more stuff again and look into more anime that i like.  Maybe I should start doing some Fan Art, instead of being so obsessed over trying to create something original… and getting nothing out of it. Perhaps i can do a good ol anime art blog and critique my own stuff.

Also aside from anime, I have been expanding my base of movie knowledge and general animation knowledge.  For my own sake, i should get into my opinions of certain movies and do my own bias reviews, just to get something out there, even if it is a quick 1 paragraph opinion.

So in short.. this would be a blog about my Fighting game exploration and Video dump, A place to put my Art, & someplace i can splurge on reviews on shows/movies.  This is the stuff I am interested in….. stuff that i like…. I just gotta get it out there for goodness sake, or else I’ll die is an apathetic blob.

Here is to trying to get my thoughts out on an internet blog, like all the other internet blogs. Weeeeee.